That I would be good even if I did nothing That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down That I would be good if I got and stayed sick That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds That I would be fine even if I went bankrupt That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth That I would be great if I was no longer queen That I would be grand if I was not all knowing That I would be loved even when I numb myself That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed That I would be loved even when I was fuming That I would be good even if I was clingy That I would be good even if I lost sanity That I would be good Whether with or without you
sch starts.. things ard me gotten messier... tot i'll be better after this term break... yet... sigh... beginnin to... love sch... likin e feelin of bein alone.. tryin al i can to recover frm e hurts.. coping with all the probs ard... missin gor... another slow simple wk... =) life isnt that bad.. i tot..
wei she me wo ai de ren bu ai wo.. ai wo de ren que you bu shi wo ai de ne... lau tian ye zhen bu gong ping... wo hen xi wang zi ji neng ai shang ta.. dan que zhe me ye wang bu liao ta de hao peng you.. hen xi huan ta.. dan wei she me ta hui shang de wo na me tong ne.. *sad*
the slapz.. glad it ended.. sad he gona hate me 4 sure... *sigh* msg left 4 him.. needa say SORRY 4 e slap.. din exactly felt beta or wad.. but non matter wad fault u did.. i'm definately in no positn 2 punish u.. juz wan let u noe tt i'l rem u.. not as someone who's heartless or someone who's insane.. i'l rem u as someone nice.. hmm.. no worries.. i dun hve tt much feelings 4 u as compared 2 him.. no one can b compared 2 him.. never... definately... weird as it is.. i dun feel anymre burden.. non pressure.. no more hate or dislike.. yah.. not a single disgust.. like b4... stil tink i shud say thanks.. thanks 4 everything.. n one thing 4 sure.. u NEVER eva once owe me anything.. neither do i.. but now.. i tink u owe me a smile.. =) hmm.. not me maybe.. but yourself.. its al over.. since tts wad u wan, u shud b happier yah.. take care
Sometimes i think i actually live in e clouds
I hv e most enchanting garden in my heart..
I'll rather stay in my own utopia..
I'm aint no big fan of reality..
I love to piss people off in the most delicate way.
I love to see that fuming expressions on their faces
I love the sight of challenges
I love the way I fight on to the end..
If you know what I mean..
I hate fears
I hate tears
I hate darkness
I hate noises
(& that includes all NAGGINGs)
I want a good rest.
I want a good reward after all hardwork.
(& I mean it, cuz I know I deserve it.)