2006/03/28
i'm frustrated... urgh...*bang wall*
i'm really beginning to hate the school.. VERY VERY much...
*kyLie* posted @ 18:04
2006/03/27
no days no night... i lost track of time... not v certain how e outcome will be but i'm pushing myself that far... yah THAT far once n again... i hate tt kinda feeling... nothin helps... not even caffeine...
i demand a gd rest after all dis... yesh.. DEMAND... a real GOOD rest...
desperately tinking of ways to calm myself down...
*kyLie* posted @ 13:00
2006/03/26
the thought of graduation just doesnt stop freaking me out. and to make things worst, the thought of final assesment is merely a week away forces the nerves out of me...
why cant they ever make things easier for us? its our fyp mind you... the amount of time given is definately not enough to max out what we wanted to do...
time kills people occasionally...
*kyLie* posted @ 12:32
2006/03/25
right brain
Kylie, you are Right-brained (image placeholder)Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings. People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganized, it's just that you might use different systems to organize (by theme, by subject, by color). Straight alphabetization and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behavior. You are also more intuitive than many. When it comes to reading literature, you probably prefer creative writing or fiction over nonfiction. And when it comes to doing math, you might find you enjoy geometry more than other forms like algebra.
*kyLie* posted @ 23:56
graduating
It’s a weird feeling… I’m graduating… I’d wished that I could study 4 life… something which I won’t get to do… seriously, there’s lotsa stuff in life tat I tot I could control but unwillingly to realize that I simply cant control them at all...
well… u know, there’s this thin line between graduating and graduated, esp when you are studying in NAFA... just cuz u r graduating doesn’t mean that you will graduate… I heard abt someone failing after the graduation show…ridiculous… I’m starting to agree that its just money the school wants… pay for everything then they decide to fail you, or maybe they’d always wanted to fail you, but they just want you to pay for everything first…
hmmm… either way, its just not right… paying for the gallery for our graduation show when the gallery is in school already sounds unbelievable… and e 2m by 2m space is not cheap pp… we paid a hefty sum of money to get that small space for 10days…
*kyLie* posted @ 23:16
2006/03/21
每一次
都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次
就算很受伤
也不闪泪光
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
飞过绝望
不去想
他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见
每天的夕阳
也会有变化
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
给我希望
我终于
看到
所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻
歌声多嘹亮
我终于
翱翔
用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风
就飞多远吧
隐形的翅膀
让梦恒久比天长
留一个
愿望
让自己想象
*kyLie* posted @ 00:45
2006/03/18
things changes... my attitude towards things changed... i guess i'm growing up once again... i noe i'm already too old for that.. but who doesnt grow.. heh.. anyway i m gettin sick n tired of sch once n again... something i dun really bear to... cuz dis will be my last month here... n frm then on, things will be different again... something that i feared most all my life will be back here again... wad am i gg do? i needa look 4 a job, one tt curves my career.. i awiz find dis frightening.. anyway... i am tired... dun feel like gg on... n can someone pls tel me when can granny go hm...
*kyLie* posted @ 12:01
2006/03/08
just me
He says that I lack enthusiasm in my work,
But I insist that it’s just me…
I seldom feel much about things around me,
I mean even if I do, I won’t react much…
I mean this is just me,
Isn’t this a very good reason behind my “emotionless”?
I smile, not laugh
I tear, not cry
I dream, not aspire
*kyLie* posted @ 21:37
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
*kyLie* posted @ 03:23
2006/03/07
pretendance
“Eh y u not in sch?”
“gotta hand in al e work u noe?”
“have u done wad u r suppose 2 do?”
pls… pretendance… stop al those.. I m getting quite irritated by all of that… care oni if u reali care… dun pretend… and if u cant bring yourself to believe tt someone else is reali sick… den dun… even beta, dun ask den pretend u care… for al u guys wan noe, I nearly dieded yday…
pls stop pretending… its sick… n I noe wad I m doin…
mayb I gotta thank u al 4 al dis… cuz at least u guys bother to pretend..
yea.. thanks…
*kyLie* posted @ 01:59
2006/03/03
| What Your Face Says |
At first glance, people see you as strong willed and stubborn.
Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem intelligent and a bit intimidating.
In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. |
*kyLie* posted @ 13:36