(kyLie)'s Blog

2005/07/30

山顶的风凉的想钻进我内心　沉默是我们最近唯一的话题看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊　爱是流星　一坠落就不停我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形　遗憾的是回避不能解决问题当我疲倦的凝望你憔悴表情　再不舍得　也该让你远离握你的手　坚持到最后一秒钟哪怕爱要冰凉了　至少让回忆是暖的了解比爱难多了　我们都尽力了也许温柔　是停止(再)挽留握你的手　像耳语轻声说保重让眼睛就算湿了　不只是痛也有感动以前每一次挥手　都为了再握手但这一次　是为了放手

*kyLie* posted @ 05:11

2005/07/29

havent been updating.. was busy w sch wrk.. yah.. wads new anyway.. sch's real hectic.. was tokin 2 kelvin on my way back today.. talked abt e old sch days... told him abt e times in JI.. e stress tt we're gg thru during e As.. den i actually recalled my then-lecturer saying something like,'' if u guys can make it thru A levels, no other sch will be a prob 4 you..'' was he juz being encouraging.. yah.. somehow i figured that he was juz trying to motivate us.. cuz even NAFA is T H A T tough.. but then again.. mayb its only NAFA.. tt pig slpin now seems 2 hv no prob 'sleeping' thru SIM.. he practically sleeps thru it.. no doubt he does... still brooding over wad hayati said yesterday.. she said tt e prob with my design is that i wan 2 much things together at a time.. al along she's been my history lecturer.. only history.. never ever taught me for interior studio b4.. yet she's speaking as though she's been studying my designs 4 quite some time already.. i kept thinking there's really some sort of probs w me.. as in sch wrk wise.. that i just can seem 2 reach my personal best.. some hurdles somewhere.. unclear ones.. or rather unknown ones.. maybe she kinda tapped that part in me.. straight to e point.. tts y i kpt tinkin of that casual comment she made.. .... *sigh*

alot of things gg thru my head...mayb i need a gd rest.. hmm.. a short one will do... i hope..

*kyLie* posted @ 14:12

2005/07/27

How confident are you? Perfect Confidence Well done! You're wonderfully confident in yourself and your life - yet you don't fall into any of the traps of positive thinking. You're neither overconfident, with a tendency to overreach yourself. And you're not under-confident, with a tendency to underplay yourself. Perfect ten. You feel comfortable with yourself and your life and have a good balance between optimism and realism. You're aware of when you need to change or act differently - and you don't tumble into a well of unhappiness if you realise that you need to improve. Plus, you're aware of when you need more resources, more information, more skills and more support, and you don't hold back in asking for it. You have a very well balanced personality. http://quiz.ivillage.co.uk/uk_relationships/tests/confidence.htm haha.. amusing.. amazing results..

*kyLie* posted @ 14:42

2005/07/24

COCONUT rice

singapore's signature dish?,,

went chinatown.. saw it along e food street..

both baobei n me tink its disappointing.. dun reali tink its tt nice.. e oni special part is e way they contain it in e coconut shell...yah.. nothing more than that...

but yesterday was a nice day.. its been sm time since we last went on a date.. haha.. a real date.. juz e 2 of us loitering ard.. e past few days been rough.. quarrels on n off.. sigh... finally.. n hopefully.. everything wil b back 2 e norm again..

wishing.. hoping & pray...

*kyLie* posted @ 23:16

2005/07/23

原来我是那么孤单地一个人.. 为什么我却从来没发现过呢..

*kyLie* posted @ 19:56

2005/07/20

gettin bz w sch wrk... struggling badly betwn wrk n sch... reali tot of stop wrkin... jus do nothin but sch wrk.. but.. sigh... anyways.. i'm gg 2 sch soon... another new day.. a tuff day i suppose... long long day....

*kyLie* posted @ 10:50

2005/07/16

越过那条长街再转弯那是以前我常来的地方谁还传言和感情的窗你一直希望对面是一片海洋后来听说你一直想搬太多寂寞在屋里一直烧不完在别人面前我们总显得大方说还是朋友或许只是一个假象后来的我们一直都遇不上仿佛都在避开某一些地方在人群中都走得特别匆忙怕一不小心就认出对方后来的我们又被谁而遇上忍痛许久的伤终于能原谅才明白眼泪只是一种行囊而我们都是彼此幸福的转站也许在某一天某个街上无意中擦肩认出对方我们只需自然不会有人看穿怕一不小心就会认出对方 后来的我们 品冠 ... 很喜欢这首歌的歌词.. 那甘甜的悲伤.. 那淡淡的忧郁.. 也说不上来为什么.. 就是喜欢..

*kyLie* posted @ 04:24

2005/07/15

if.. one day i had say something that i can't keep up with.. something that is true at the moment i said it.. but i juz break my words the very next few dayz.. will i be forgiven.. if.. one day i had say a white lie to someone who loves me.. and later that person found out the truth.. and got hurt.. will i be forgiven.. if.. one day i had did something stupid.. and i can't do anything to change it back.. will i be forgiven.. if.. one day i had done a hell lot of wrong things but with a hand i can count all the good things i had ever done will i still be u'r friend, will i be forgiven.. if.. one day i had did something really hurtful to anyone.. will they forgive me and still take me as their good friend.. if i can do it.. but other's can't.. am i asking too much??

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saw dis at candy's blog.. sm qns tt i believed everyone of us wil repeatly ask ourselves... went into some deep tots when i was reading it.. some past scenes flashes across my mind.. but seriously.. wil anyone tk others seriously.. mayb sm pp in e world juz simply dun care at all.. i mean we wont noe rite..

had sm so-called best buddies b4.. lost them cuz of a stupid reason which was only disclosed 2me 2 yrs later.. wad was e whole point then? stil sore over tt i swear.. i am.. they were ones i reali called friends.. n smhow i awiz tot e frenship we had wil last 4vea... mayb it stil did 4 them.. but it juz take one evil person 2 make evryone influenced..

smtimes.. i reali doubt wad they mean by frenz 4 life..

sigh sigh... gg slp over these unhappy memories..

gdnite..

*kyLie* posted @ 04:39

2005/07/14

juz reached hm frm wrk.. real tired... had a long long day.. kinda drainin...

went sch in e morning.. saw gab..

e 1st thing i heard from him was e death of ade's grandpa.. den i started daydreaming.. yah.. wonderin if i'm stil on my bed dreaming away... kinda unbelievable... i'd juz say its sudden.. wil go down 2 e wake later in e evening aft class.. hope ade's doin well.. hugs gal...

then... i went wrk... n guess wad...

e 1st thing i heard there was tt johnson's father passed away.. n my collegues were plannin 2 go 2 e wake after wrk.. n again.. i started stoning... was it al a dream.. reali did pinched myself.. its like a row of 2 bad news... n i'm also prayin hard tt everythin's well 4 johnson as well...

dis nt e end.

1/2 way thru wrk.. yoke n nasher started fighting.. not literally fightin but.. started critising n scoldin each other... goodness... wad e hell was that.. 2 almost 30yr old person fighting over my breaktime... n yesh... i was e weapon they used 2 stab each other.. but hel w it.. wad has it got 2 do w me at all? i was juz obeying instructions.. yeshhh.. O.B.E.Y..

den..den...

after wrk.. jon n keen made e 2 of them tok things thru.. hoping 4 a peace treaty tt wil nv b fulfilled i supposed... i was almost slpin when they were bzi shoutin at each other... at sm pt of time, e whole quarrel sounded real hilarious.. was tryin hard 2 control my laughter... so well.. i decided 2 slp... i dun understan y sm pp juz hv a hell load of time 2 do redundant things, when i simply dun even hv enuf time 2 slp.. i was almost like.. 'HELLLOOO... i stil got class tm morons...!!'

nothin went on well 2dae.. its e 13th of july... hmmm.. but its not fri...

sigh.. mayb i juz woke up on e wrong side of e bed...

wil try e other later in e morning...

or mayb i juz need a gd rest..

*kyLie* posted @ 03:43

2005/07/13

第三天了.. 有点累.. 放学后得去做工.. 唉.. 真有点不去.. 开始有一点点的压力了.. 并不会不喜欢上学.. 只是不想一整天赶来赶去的.. 上学了.. 有点期待.. 有点抗拒..

*kyLie* posted @ 10:29

2005/07/11

开学了。。 待会930的课。。 一大清早就爬了起来。。 翻来复去的， 就再也睡不着， 或许真有一点点地紧张吧。。 怪了。。 也不就只是学校， 真有那么吓人吗。。 新的一年， 最后的一年。。 换了同学， 换了教师， 换了所有较熟悉的一切。。 难免会有点不知所措的慌。。 强忍思绪。。 好好去洗个澡。。 今天应该过得会不错

*kyLie* posted @ 08:36

2005/07/09

"真正的折磨是在之后的每一天

那种缓慢深刻悠远的心慌。。"

唉。。

不要担心，

我没有讨厌你的意思。。

我不懂得如何去讨厌别人，

更何况

每个人都拥有爱上一个人的权利。。

就很像我仍旧会爱着他那样

只是，

你带给了我那么一丝丝的担忧。

别误会，

不是我对自己没信心

只是爱情真的并不就是

黑或白那么简单而已。

我得大方地承认我的隐忧，

只因

你的勇敢的确吓了我一跳。

使得我不得不慌张了起来，

不停地担心有一天

不理智的爱情会让你占了优势。。

*kyLie* posted @ 02:26

2005/07/08

Get to know yourself better http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

*kyLie* posted @ 16:12

2005/07/06

*kyLie* posted @ 04:36

2005/07/04

ATOMIC KITTEN, someone like me... Don't let your head rule you heart Don't let your world be torn apart Don't keep it all to yourself Just let all your emotions run free with someone like me That's the way it should be Someone like me I know Its hard when you're feeling down To lift your feet up off the ground We make mistakes but doesn't everybody You don't always have to agree with someone like me That's the way it should be Someone like me We know the story so far (what you want and who you are) What you want and who you are (Free) Let all your emotions run free You don't always have to agree With someone like me That's the way it should be Someone like me Someone like me

*kyLie* posted @ 04:51

2005/07/02

i must announce dis 2 everyone... haha.. loud n clear... esp 2 myself... I PASSED I PASSED I PASSED... woohoooo.... I LOVE...

edwin.. haha.. 4 helpin me.. classmates... who helped me pulled thru.. e words katy said.. e times when she nagged at me.. askin me nt 2 gv up.. best fren... 4 not 4getin 2 sms n cal me even when he's busy... e times ade helped me... so much so much.. n al e early mornings... n late nights baobei spent sending me here n there... simply.. i just luv everybody... *M.U.A.C.K.S*

*kyLie* posted @ 05:20