what kind of gf/bf are you? http://www.kidzworld.com/site/cq57-1.asp You're a Good GF! As long as you keep the green-eyed monster in check, you're a good GF that most guys would be lucky to snag. You're fun, smart and sensitive - a perfect balance. haha.. e whole world gg 2 shake heads... whaha.. good.. beg 2 differ... juz find it very hilarious... urmm.. entertainin... haha..
when is the last time you actually did something like this From the heart? let everyone reach u from within, see the sensitive and caring side of yourself! 1.Who would u donate your last dollar to? [anyone who needs it.. yar.. anyone...] 2. who do you deeply love so much you would die for? [did it once b4.. dumb.. well.. no more..] 3. touch your heart and ask yourself, are you a good person? [[NOOoo.. learnin.. n tryin 2b a beta person..]] 4. Do you always believe in what your eyes sees? [[nope.. not always.. benefit of doubt remm..]] 5. Your doctor told you you only had 3 months left to live... what would you do? [give away al that i hve 2 everyone anyone..] 6. you just strike lottery, 10 million! wad will u do with it? [haha.. dream on.. impossible..] 7. what would you do if you lose a love one? [cry.. n weep.. n sob.. n whine..] 8. Why do bad guys have longer life? [there'll come a day where they'll get their retribution..] 9. why do good boys die so early then? [so u r sayin i shud marry a bad guy.. hmmm.. *grinz*] 10. last but not least... confession time! ["sorry Lord 4 al e mean things i'd done.. i cant promise i'll b good but i'll try.." whahah.. sounds corny... opps..]
FIRSTS first best friend: urm.. current one is ben.. first real memory of something: ... first car: toycar first date: haha.. lost n nervous.. well gone were e days.. first job: wah.. sales assistant? back when i was 17 first screen name: urm... first self purchased album: urrr... first pet: hamster.. maomao.. dieded le... first piercing/tattoo: piercin.. ear.. when i was 7.. mum made me do it.. first true love: 20yrs old? painful one.. ouch... first enemy: books.. hated studyin.. first trip: m'sia? cant rem.. with mum n dad n all.. first play/musical/performance: sec sch days i tink.. but cant rem wad.. first musician you remember hearing in your house: haha.. grandpa blastin al e hokkien teochew songs every morning.. LASTS last cigarette: =X last person met: schmate.. alot arh.. last big car ride: BIG??! last good cry: haha.. oops.. last library book checked out: reali cant rem... last movie seen: .. stil cant rem.. definately not too far back i guess.. last beverage drank: nescafe mocha last food consumed: chips... last crush: woah.. there's nvr e last.. ahha last phone call: best fren last tv show watched: shi zi lu kou.. last time showered: b4 gg sch last shoes worn: slippers... its awiz slippers.. last cd played: hmm.. last item bought: ear rings last annoyance: haha.. ALWAYS.. last disappointment: with? last ice cream eaten: urmm... last time wanting to die: ...zZz.. last time scolded: kanna scolded last nite.. scoldin pple.. hmm.. last shirt worn: black tshirt last website visited: msn.. email..
finally got abit of extra time to sit ard.. do nothin for awhile.. hmm.. its hard 4 me 2 do nothin anyway.. 'wad do u do when u do nothin?' i asked best fren tt day.. haha.. no idea where on earth i came up with sucha corny question.. best fren says he's awiz doin nothin.. haha.. who says.. siow.. he eats n slps den slps n eats.. whaha.. oopps.. =X 'why i oni rem e gd of one bf n yet rem e flaws of e other?' asked best fren tt too.. ya.. weirdly i did.. i rem one ex as e best kinda guy.. unforgettable bf kind.. forgotten his faults.. forgotten our conflicts.. yet e other.. i gotta force myself 2 4get abt his indecisiveness.. his weakness.. his terrible willpower.. e torture of bein ard 4 him... urgh.. n e list goes on n on n on.. emotions uncontrollable.. well.. till now tts e best explanatn i can gv myself.. aiya.. anyway found yufeng recently.. or rather she found me.. e wonder friendster can do eh.. had a surprise call frm her a few days back.. *waaa.. if oni she can stand right infront of me.. den i'll gv her a huge huge hug.. gone were those sec sch days.. we were like inseparable.. haha.. so many feelings still remain.. so many things actually changed.. *shrugs* we grew up.. in fact old le.. its been a loongg long time... once in awhile i will crapz... crappin again m i.. xiang tai duo le..
so many things changed.. frm e times we were 2gether... till e several quarrels n breakups.. till gettin stable den so used 2 each other.. den the final breakup.. then e wantin it back.. den e terrible things he said.. till now.. disgusted with e ugly sight of him.. if u did juz turn n walk away.. dun even turn your head back.. if not i wil find u totally worthless.. weird.. but dis wad i m feelin now.. i did ask 4 u 2b back.. but definately not e present u.. this is definately not the person i wann in my life.. n that i insist.. juz hope tt u r doin well.. still hopin u wil n braver.. face up al u hve 2.. u noe wad i m tokin abt.. ;) hai shi peng you..
Sometimes i think i actually live in e clouds
I hv e most enchanting garden in my heart..
I'll rather stay in my own utopia..
I'm aint no big fan of reality..
I love to piss people off in the most delicate way.
I love to see that fuming expressions on their faces
I love the sight of challenges
I love the way I fight on to the end..
If you know what I mean..
I hate fears
I hate tears
I hate darkness
I hate noises
(& that includes all NAGGINGs)
I want a good rest.
I want a good reward after all hardwork.
(& I mean it, cuz I know I deserve it.)