2005/05/29
finali a gd reason 2 leave... n i left... no regrets... wun wan 2b back there again... wrkin under uneducated insane *muds... its reali headache.. u guys can b stucked there ALL ur life.. got nowhr else 4 u 2 go anyway,, a yr's 2 much 2 waste.. alil sad tho'.. e nice pp.. esp customers.. made frenz w quite sm customers there.. but well.. at least its a yr's worth of 6.50.. had a bountiful share of gd times 2.. n at least i alr found a new job.. hmmm.. nt 2 bad this time round.. okies.. time 4 e next episode pls..
2005/05/28
Happiest girl I ever knew Happiest girl I ever knew Wanted to feel the joy Flow between our lips Wanted to feel the joy Flow between our hips Happiest girl I ever knew Why do you smile the smile you do Happiest girl I ever knew Wanted to feel the joy Pass between our eyes Wanted to feel the joy Pass between our thighs And I would have to pinch her Just to see if she was real Just to watch the smile fade away And see the pain she'd feel Wanted to feel her joy Feel it deep within Wanted to feel her joy Penetrate my skin Happiest girl I ever knew Why do you smile the smile you do -happiest girl by depeche mode... is it juz me... smhw.. juz tot dis song is very MEe.. is it? isnt it? loadsa pp even comment tt i smile way 2 much.. even customers i meet at wrk.. kpt asking y m i so happy.. haha.. beats me 2.. nv reali tot of wad kylie is like infront of others.. nv reali bother wad others tink of me.. but is my smile.. or laughter reali affectin so much pp? its supposed 2b contagious.. well... well.. mayb its juz mee...
2005/05/25
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'.. u got any programmes later on?'
'y.. wan date me huh?'
'not at e moment.. nxt time free den ask u out 4 coffee..'
'well.. tt'l depends if i can find time frm my hectic schedule..'
'u got any programmes or nnot? need me to fetch u ard baby...?'
'sigh i bet u'd nv live in a world of romances n surprises'
'haven finish wrk ah? so long? luckily i nv go down n wait like an idiot 4 u... :-'
whahahah.. den he appeared right infront of me... nt exactly surprise.. but well.. tts him.. tts my baobei.. leave all e unneccessary yet far frm e not-so-obvious kinda traces.. clues... he's boring n dull.. but anyways... aft tt we went dinner at my fav secluded thai restaurant.. or shud i say cafe.. at Orchard Towers.. hehe.. nice food... 4 both e eyes n stomach... loadsa he-she 4 guys 2 drool abt.. tts if they eva can.. kinda scary if a pretty gal comes up n start flirting w u in that 'man-ly' voice... real freaky...
anyways.. hvn been takin alot of pics recently.. so took sm after dinner... baobei n al his stupid faces... seriously pics r decievin... i'm nv tt fair.. nt even a chance in my dreams...
btw, e date's on 24may... i post dis oni aft 12am...
2005/05/24
[Missing You] Ever since that day, since we last parted, my heart has been yearning,for one more look at you,one simple smile, or a small "hello",but none were given, so deep our misgivings. Days flowed to Weeks, Weeks to Months, Months to Years. We have moved on, or so it would seem. on different paths we have trod, though before we had sworn, to travel together on the same road. Looking back, i never would had,in my wildest dreams,lost as much i had. By losting you, i lost my heart, torn apart and thrown into the four winds. It was as though,The SUN,would never shine,T he Wind, not carry the scent of life, The Earth,dry as bone, The Water,brackish with salt,every aspect was grim, and dull. For a moment i was confused, as to why my days were as such. Then i realised, my heart had lost its compainion. How much i missed you so,let me count the ways. Your smile,which would have turn night into day, Your laughter, like the soothing sound of a spring's rain, Your eyes,clear brown crystals,always seen into my soul, Your Hair,bright as the sun, as sweet as spring water. Your affection,which pulled my through my darkest times. Opportunity knocks only once at your door, seldom twice, and never thrice, letting you go was the hardest thing i ever had to experience. On seperate paths we now walk, from one path we had walked, i wish you a good journey, and hope our paths,may cross each other once more.
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copied this AGAIN... yesh.. again... haha.. frm gary's blog... was juz readin thru everyone else's blogs.. its been quite sm time since i last do tt.. 2 caught up w wrk... finali a time 2 sit down n stone.. n do nothin online again... anyway tts out of point, haha.. i juz tot this is nice... kinda sad yet calming... seem depressing yet with bliss...
dun reali noe where i'm gg.. haha.. but anyway.. my pt is... ^e above words i copied r nice... =)
2005/05/20
2005/05/15
WORKER DEAD AT DESK FOR 5 DAYS New York Times 1-22-03 Bosses of a publishing firm are trying to work out why no one noticed that one of their employees had been sitting dead at his desk for FIVE DAYS before anyone asked if he was feeling okay. George Turklebaum, 51, who had been employed as a proof-reader at a New York firm for 30 years, had a heart attack in the open-plan office he shared with 23 other workers. He quietly passed away on Monday, but nobody noticed until Saturday morning when an office cleaner asked why he was still working during the weekend. His boss Elliot Wachiaski said: "George was always the first guy in each morning and the last to leave at night, so no one found it unusual that he was in the same position all that time and didn't say anything. He was always absorbed in his work and kept much to himself." A post mortem examination revealed that he had been dead for five days after suffering a coronary. Ironically, George was proofreading manuscripts of medical textbooks when he died. You may want to give your co-workers a nudge occasionally. *Moral of the story: Don't work too hard. Nobody notices anyway.
2005/05/13
full shift?? hmmm... 10-6.. den.. 7-2.. shud i continue... backache.. standin whole day... kinda frightening... yawnz.. tired... zzz... den again.. y not... hols anyway... rite.. -.-
2005/05/11
shud i scream? shud i shout? haha.. i was like practically smsin everyone right aft i packed my stuff n left sch... 'ASSESSM'S OVER!!' haha.. real relief.. tho' i'm reali worried abt e results.. *deadworried* alicia tot i was gg crazy.. hmm.. weird thing is i'm NOT.. not a single tiny weeny bit crazy... e word's relief... i was like.. thank God, its finally over.... calm dowm alil.. no more rushing to n fro 3 different places... go hm.. den go toa payoh.. den go hougang... but well... generally i was quite pleased w myself.. nt tt i m doin exceptionally well.. but at least i see commitment from myself.. saw myself pushed 2 another higher altitude.. e sleepless nites... e early mornings.. e long tiring bus rides 2 n fro sch.. runnin aft lecturers 4 submission n confirmatn... nv tot i wil eva get tt involved in sch life again.. well.. i sure deserve some compliments dun i.. haha
NAFA 1D 2C '05
today's oso e last day of class.. dun hang out w classmates alot.. but mayb its juz me gettin abit 2 emotional.. will miss e fun we had 2gether as a class.. furniture class at coffeeshop.. whole class kanna warning letter 4 our terrible attendance.. like wad david tan say our class is a special lot.. dun tok 2 lecturers during class den after class got so much 2 say.. attitude prob and all... haha anyway wil b back 2 wrk tm.. yah.. right aft sch ends.. had dis passing tot of joinin industrial attachm.. but juz tot i wan wrk more dis hols so tt i can concentrate on sch e nxt yr.. but den again no idea if i can even make it thru dis yr... e failures in furniture reali freaks me out... kinda scary... urgghh... dun wann dwell in it... its HOLIDAYS...
2005/05/10
"...I heard of the story from the radio today. There's a bunch of frog wanting to hop to the top of the tower when some pple commented that the frog wouldn't make it. Some frog, started to fall off, soon there's this frog manage to reach the top while others was like thinkin, how come this frog can reach the top, for a simple reason, the frog is a deaf. Sometimes, u juz got to be deaf towards the sneer from others.. it's kind of inspiring to me..." sorry arh jun.. dno u got copy right not.. but juz happen 2 c dis in ur blog.. n i reali reali like it.. hehee... so stolen frm u arh.. alicia.. u were complainin 2 me yesterday nite abt e drinking seesions.. e stuff pp say.. e part tt u dun wan get involve w al those stuff... hmmm... juz turn a deaf ear.. mayb... listen but dun absorb...? try nt 2 get involved in things tt dun matter u tt much... u wun noe when u might get urself in2 trouble.. u shud noe wad i mean..
2005/05/07
"aLmOsT LoVeD YoU I aLmOsT thought YoU LoVeD Me ToO YoU KepT Me GueSsInG AnD I GuEsS I SpEnt TiMe MiSsInG YoU HeRe I Go ThInKinG aBt alL ThOsE ThInGs I CouLd've DoNe...'' haha.. copied.. juz a sudden tot of sm1... somethin tt i almost tot was true... but well... even emotions lie sometimes... non-stop qns abt wad n why n.. blah n blah... wad is tt they need 2 noe... if tts wad we dun wan tok abt... it dun mean anythin 2 us anymore.. den... wad makes u tink it wil mean anythin 2 u all... so.. do me dis favour... juz one.. dun ask... even if u insist u wan 2.. den not me... juz dun ask me...
2005/05/06
dis sudden urge 2 slap myself.. totally lost when i m rushin wrk.. dun seem awake.. dun even noe wad i m doin... wad e hell m i doin.. !!!!!!!!! nothin seems 2 go right.... urghhh... i mus b gg insane
arrrggghhh
tink i beta lock myself up til assessm over....
2005/05/01
my new fave song... but dis song's not new.. haha..
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