2005/10/25
something's wrong...
2005/10/23
2005/10/22
rem dis sentence frm somewhere, ''i hv dis love-hate relatnshp with my handphone.. " so true sometimes.. i hate it when it kept ringing... yet feel uneasy when there's not a single sound frm it e whole day... den i will start checking on the memory... mayb e memory's full i tot... or mayb e hp's spoilt.. mayb i'd missed a call or a sms... haha... y doesnt it ring?
2005/10/19
we all need to
believe there is hope
Is an angel watching
closely over me
Can there be a
guiding light i've to see
I know my heart should guide me
but there's a hole
within my soul
What will feel this emptiness inside of me
Am i to be satisfied without knowing
I wish then for a chance to see
now all i need
Is my star to come
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saw dis in kajuaz blog.. wonder if he stil rems me.. i hope he does... cuz i m constantly reminded of him wheneva i log in2 my blogger.. at e dashboard.. i dun rem y n how i was added as his administrator but its been yrs.. 2 tink that we actually kinda lost contact alr..
weird.. anyway i used 2 like dis song alot.. n he was e one who found it 4 me.. n now.. he actuali left e lyrics in his blog.. hee
2005/10/15
no chinese 4 my blog again.. but y.. i merely chaanged e template.. urgh.. it awiz happen when i change template... anyone noe why? nvm.. tts no e main reason y i blog.. went katy's bday yday... just like last yr.. its at aranda's... haha.. dno y she like it there.. anyways anyways.. it was boring.. yah boring to the core.. i could have jolly well stay at hm n slp.. or even made fulll use of my time 2 do some wrk... well.. again.. nvm.. its her bday.. so as long as she's happy.. anything goes... wrk was horrible today.. yesh.. once again.. n its not e normal kinda horrible.. its HORRIBLY horrible.. if there's sucha description.. bills went wrong... drinks went wrong... food went wrong... service went wrong... everything went wrong.. i got complains frm customer for i-duno-what.. n its not just one complain from one customer.. its multiple complains frm multiple customers... hahah... isn't amazing? n 2 make it sound even worse... it is complains about things that i dun even know... i was like... ''wad the hell..'' din even noe wads its all about... surprisingly i din threw my temper.. wonder where i gotten all these patience frm today... i juz kpt quiet den apologise.. other than forcing myself 2 hard 2 smile... everything else seems normal.. i have dis prob with smiling... i cant do e fake smiles... when i cant smile.. i jus cant... but i'm wrkin in a service line... gosh... gotta learn 2 coax myself 2 smile... even when i dun wan 2.. hmmm but 2 think of it... i smile alot... laugh alot most of the times.. so it doesnt reali matter again... m i writting something that makes sense?.. or mayb i'm juz drunk... must be the bailey's.. drowing myself w bailey's once n again...
2005/10/11
by leona
n i like it.. why is assessm always killing us..
was A levels realli not as stressful or h
ad my threshold of stress deteriorate?
stupid sabrina long gona make noise again,
yesh.. one more time tm.. n yeshhh...
i prolly did something wrong.. or mayb i didnt..
well.. wad diff does it make?
since when i do the right things..
n since when she dont make noises..
so either way.. i wil stil get it...
*sigh*
jus finished my floor plan..
been drawing that for a week..
no more dilly-dallying.. 2 more wks left.. better work faster...
but.. hmmm... heard tt witch wanna barred me frm assessm...
den again, wadfore i work so hard... when there's awiz a witch around..
cant wait 2 make others' already terrible life even more worse-off..
i'm gg get some slp.. juz wan make sure i wont doze off during her
personal presentation.. wont be nice if i do.. she's the HOD anyways..
deserve some respect here and there at the very least...
hah.. as if she really does deserve any...
well.. we'll see...
2005/10/02
hahah my sec sch pic.. cant spot me eh.. so interesting...
yesterday was an interesting day.. had diarrheoa from supper at newton e previous night.. something's wrong with all e 'got shell no legs'' stuff i ate.. slpt real late cuz of that.. den i couldnt wake up in time 2 meet donald n sam.. we were supposed 2 get a present 4 ivan's baby 1-mth old celebratn.. woke up at 3pm.. met him at abt 345pm at tpy central.. went 4 food.. den was juz in time 4 wrk at 5pm.. so yesh... we skipped e present.. luckily claudin asked if we wan 2 share.. cuz she's gg 2 go get a pendant or something.. of cuz i'd love to.. haha.. save my trouble... wrk was fun.. did a farewell function w ronald upstairs.. like e guests.. v sweet n gentle pp.. n they even gave me a tshirt of their own as souvenir.. i'm not short of clothes but.. i dun mind somethin tt i could keep in momento.. 4 me 2 rem these nice pp.. n e part where i gotta run up n down just 2 get pints n pints of tetley's was memorable as well.. *-* told them tt i could have easily lost 2 kgs juz cuz of that.. hahaha.. wrk's gd n all.. till i saw harvey.. its like.. WTH.. i c him everywhere i go.. n why is that so.. *sigh* met him at MW.. saw him when i switch over 2 IDC.. den yesh i c him again now at my new wrk place AGAINz... not that he disgust me.. but its feels furnie seein someone whom i noe yet dun talk 2 right infront of me.. its real weird seeing EXes sometimes.. its a so near yet so far kinda feeling... hmm.. we used 2 share almost every single thing in our lives.. yet upon e end of a relationship, we lost everything.. including the friendship.. duno abt u all but at least tts wads happenin 2 me all the time.. hmmm mayb i juz dun like e awkwardness? or mayb i'm juz petty... like wad i awiz say.. its harder 4 me 2 4get pains.. no idea... haiz.. wad an eventful day.. -.-