can u al imagine it? i'm sick... dis is only my 2nd wk at wrk, n i'm down w fever... sigh.. not tt i LOVE work, but i dun wan 2 miss work... i dun wan to be left out from any arrangement they have... cuz i'm stil new, very new...
everythin except relatnshp r in e right pieces, at least not as tedious as e probs in a relatnshp... i moved hm, cuz i juz tot i need sm time away frm him, n thus things at hm started pickin up gradually... gg back hm reali warms my heart, miss mum's nagging and concerns... her mornin alarm n daily breakfast... n al e smal toks w her...
wrk's been gd, i met nice pp.. at least nice up til dis stage... pp who r willing 2 share n help once in awhile... tho' i'm still not allowed to do designs yet, but i'm lookin far... its like so much things i wan 2 achieve in my career yet everythin takes time n effort...
i'm gg rest... need sm gd rest.. e fever's tiring me out... n i stil hope 2 b able 2 make it 2 wrk tm mornin... pls hlp me get well enough 4 e unpredictable roads 2 come...
Kai, you're a Thong Hey wild woman, you let the world know that you've got your own ideas and aren't scared to act on them. It's not that you break (or even bend) the rules that much. It's more that you've got a unique style and a great attitude to match. And, even better, you love showing it off ? that's why a saucy thong matches your personality.You've got the confidence and pizzazz to make your way seemingly effortlessly through the world, and you probably inspire others along the way. That's wild!
if there's eva a chance 2 choose who i wished i hadnt meet in my life, it would be this person... http://www.g*rychien.blogspot.com/
(add changed 2 protect myself, in case i get in2 any uneccessary trouble..)
definately dis person... 2 put it nicely, he's weird... cuz i dno him enuf... n thnk god i dun... cuz if i do he might get a gd trashin frm me... 2 make it sound worst, he's crazy... stubborn is 2 nice a word 4 him, he is naive, pretendcious and very very selfish i would say... he lives in a world he build n assumes its e best without any willingness 2 look outside it , too timid 2 face up 2 his own mistakes... juz look at e things he write... so grumpy.. like tryin al his best 2 gain sm sympathy frm pp ard... n yah.. he tinks he is the KING...
2 ways 4 u g*ry, look up, face e world, accept things even when its not gg your way... or u can hide in tt smal little valley, n get urself blocked 4eva... n trust me even if u r gg 2 fly 2 e north pole, nothin wil change... cuz e prob is with you, NOT others... this is kinda obvious...
oh by e way, aft talkin 2 him like a few times abt his so-calledDREAMS N ASPIRATIONS tt i doubt came true, and e REMORSEFUL BREAKUP tt lasted 4eva.., i juz dun c e e need 2 tok 2 him anymore... yet my stupid bf updated me abt his life.. n tts hw i got 2 c e worst blog eva again... eekzz..
com'on, grow up..
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Things have been getting kind of heavy these days
Been trying to figure out what road to take
There are too many decisions to be made
And the only time I feel okay
Is when I’m in your arms
Sometimes i think i actually live in e clouds
I hv e most enchanting garden in my heart..
I'll rather stay in my own utopia..
I'm aint no big fan of reality..
I love to piss people off in the most delicate way.
I love to see that fuming expressions on their faces
I love the sight of challenges
I love the way I fight on to the end..
If you know what I mean..
I hate fears
I hate tears
I hate darkness
I hate noises
(& that includes all NAGGINGs)
I want a good rest.
I want a good reward after all hardwork.
(& I mean it, cuz I know I deserve it.)