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tel u somethin new... i learnt tt every single morning is something new... and tt there's bound 2b changes evertday... n its awiz a challenge.. we hv 2 routes 2 go.. 2tk it e neg way, we get depressed get upset n reject e changes n probs... or we can wk up w a smile n a nice shower... face e changes, accept e challenges n eventually make a difference in our own life, or mayb even others.. 2 sum up no one noes wad cm nxt.. but we must awiz prepare ourselves 4 everythin tt mt happen.. n e most impt factor i learnt, is ur mindset.. must b v v positive.. n kp believin... dreams wil cm true.. trust me on dis, i'm juz a smal step away frm my dream come true.. n it alr feels very gd 2 b that near... i'm certain tt e fruits of labour wil taste much much better..
I've never been the one to raise my hand,
That was not me and now that's who I am
Because of you I am standing tall,
My heart is full of endless gratitude,
You were the one, the one to guide me through,
Now I can see
and I believe it's only just beginning
This what we dream about
but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been NOW
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud
I guess I've learned, to question is to grow
That you still have faith,
is all I need to know
I've learned to love, myself in spite of me
And I've learned to walk,
the road that I believe
This what we dream about
but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been NOW
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud
Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved
You speak out all you feel is defianceAll you need is some self-relianceCuz this world is gonna always try usAnd all you wanted was to run for coverWell here's looking to yourself and no otherWe're all searching for that special somethingAnd we keep on runningWe all have the choice to take the lead or followI want to feel the light shine on meYou're so afraid of what people might sayBut that's okay cuz you're only humanYou're so afraid of what people might sayBut that's okay you'll soon get strong enoughYou're so afraid of what people might sayBut that's okay cuz you're only humanYou're so afraid of what people might sayYou're going to breakSo please don't do itYou wanna spread your wings but you're not sureDon't wanna leave your comfortsWanna find a cureWe're afraid of who we see in the mirrorWe wanna let got but it feels too pureWho wants to be alone in this worldYou look around and all you see is hurtBut the light it always guides usIf we move with a little trustA diamond don't define what shine isI don't need a Rolex to know what the time isYou got your let me find what mine isI'm a survivor look how strong my mind isI stand on my own it's all meRegardless of whatever they call meI'm a leader not a followerAnd I'd rather be paid and popularRide homie get your dollars upWe're in the belly of the beast that already swallowed usYou wanna get in my world, get lost in itBoy I’m tired of running, lets walk for a minutesometimes the lesson we learn when we fall - isn’t just that it was our fault that we fell in the first place - but that it doesn’t matter whose fault it was. Sometimes the true lesson is learning how to get back up and keep walking.
u noe tt kinda feeling... u got so much to say.. to so many people around u... but u dno wad to say... or sometimes u juz dno hw 2 put it... u get wad i mean?
to my family, i wan to say a huge thank you for being so so encouraging and understanding ever since i started working. thank you for the trust and the hopes pin unto me.. i wan to perform cuz of u all.. everyone of u who belongs to this family of mine...
to baoBao, i know its hard sometimes... when i cared too much or i jus simply dun care... not that i dun need u ard or i'm too dependent on u... u worry me some times, upset me too.. but most imptly once u awhile u will try 2 make up for things... n e tot that u always make me smile at the end of every conflict we have...
to my frenz whom i hv neglected... ron sorry i wasnt there when bad things happen... i was tryin 2 hard 2 strike a balance betwn wrk n my own personal life... n i m stil learnin hw 2 deal w it... mel, i hvn been able 2 meet up w u, wrk's either 2 bz or 2 tiring... this is worst than sch... my classmates whom we had slowly drifted apart, busy lifestyles, n i noe its somethin we cant help but i'm missin the times we used 2 sit n rot at coffee shop... e times we stressed ourselves to death during assessments.. e gd old times...
to my new collegues, i had fun at wrk... running ard rushing out things... gettin stressed yet smiling all day... it was stressful, abit harder for me... but stil coping... n learnin.. n i noe there's much much more to come... but i'm happy with wadeva u have now...
u noe there's stil so much things 2 say... so much so much to so so so many people ard... growin up wasnt easy, leavin sch was frightenin too.. wadever happens seems uncertain too...
mayb i shudnt even start saying anythin... shud i?
went to visit grandparents after work today, its been quite sm time since i last see them n glad tt they r doin well n that grandma is recovering fast... n its awiz so heart warming to know tt grandpa takes gd care of popo.. i hope i can play a part too.. in takin care of her... n her recovery frm stroke... i will make it a point to go her place more often, i promise...
i'm terribly tired....
"because that's what i decide the day i joined... that's why we dominate now... and that's why we are leading tomorrow's design... No Biggie... cuz now, its jus out way of life.." i like dis phrase... saw this in my office.. dno who came up w dis.. but its definately somethin tt motivates..