生活开始忙得不像样,连睡个觉都是奢侈的。。
想把生边一些琐碎的事都搁下不理。。
却也不行。。
开始忙得不可开交,却没比较快乐了。。
无奈得很。。
i wish 4 a longer wkend..
i wish i can b at hm today..
i wish i wun hv to go wrk so soon...
sigh... e trip 2 KL didnt refresh me but made me lazier...
its time 2 shower n get ready...
*WAKE UPPPP... * back 2 wrk... sigh
i am confirmmmm..... FINALLY.... =)
someone commented tt i hvn been bloggin... or rather quite some pp been sayin tt.. "u must b v bz" one said... hmm was i reali tt bz al dis while... yah eversince wrks starts... but den again mayb i wasnt... anyway tts nt e pt....
i'm plannin a short trip 2 KL mid october... cant get much leave... i'm nt a confirmed staff yet, tho' it seems ages but its barely 2mths in IDdept.. e turnover of staff got frightenin... pp come n go, den come n go again... i wun leave, altho somehow i guess kat tinks tt i will leave at sm difficult stage.. but i wun... do i look like i'm nt determined enough 2 stay? like wad i awiz say, i wun gv up so easily... not when i haven achieved anythin at least...
i dun exactly love my job but i dun dislike it... BUT but, i believed i m stil much happier than most of my peers who have graduated... at e very least i dun dread my job... n m glad tt i m in a line i wan 2 b in... so tt xplains y non matter hw hard it wil get, i wun juz turn away n give up... simply, i'm passionate abt my job.. n i cant help wantin 2 share dis joy abt my wrk w my family n close frenz...
seriously i cant reali tidy up my tots n put them down in words juz like tt.. there's like so much 2 update yet dno whr 2 start... so much things 2 say but dno hw 2...
hmm...
Sometimes i think i actually live in e clouds
I hv e most enchanting garden in my heart..
I'll rather stay in my own utopia..
I'm aint no big fan of reality..
I love to piss people off in the most delicate way.
I love to see that fuming expressions on their faces
I love the sight of challenges
I love the way I fight on to the end..
If you know what I mean..
I hate fears
I hate tears
I hate darkness
I hate noises
(& that includes all NAGGINGs)
I want a good rest.
I want a good reward after all hardwork.
(& I mean it, cuz I know I deserve it.)