雨后的城市寂寞又狼狈
路边的座位它空着
在等谁
我拉住时间它却不理会
有没有别人跟我一样
很想被安慰
风停了又吹
我忽然想起谁
天亮了又黑
我过了好几岁
心暖了又灰
世界有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类
爱收了又给
我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎我们有几次机会
去追
不晓得为什么爱又稀少又昂贵
云在半空中被微风剪碎回忆
也许美可是正在飞走对不对
天亮了又黑我过了好几岁
i guess it might b better without you... cant possibly b lying to myself all my life...
Quote to share from Michael Jordan:Success isn’t something you chase. Its something you have put forth the effort for constantly. Then, maybe it’ll come when you least expect it. - extracted from wu zun's blog ( http://www.wretch.cc/blog/wuchun10cool )
success isnt something that comes easy, but well i certainly do hope its like wad its written above, "maybe it'll come when you least expect it".. hm.. who knows mayb by then success wun mean much anymore..
been working so hard dis whole week.. its not easy yet this is only the beginning... i always believe that the worst is yet to come... weird thing that is.. i always tend to think that the hurdle ahead seems 2b the most tedious thing ever yet by the time u get thru it, the more tedious one will appear... n dis just goes on and on... n unknowingly, alot of probs arent exactly a prob at all.. agreed?
most of life lessons r better learnt the hard way, at least thats what i chose to believe.. harsh lesson hurts bad but it leaves deep impact on us.. n to take it positively, no one improves without hurdles in life, isnt? failures arent that bad afterall... failing makes me stronger.. n it actually subconciously pushes me on life...
cried at wrk on monday, the thought of the piling workload kinda left me breathless for awhile.. breakdown arent exactly a bad thing as well.. but it distracts... still searching for a way to deal with the neverending workload & the increasing stress, but one gd thing that is, i'm still struggling to fight on...
like wad i told sandra today, i wun give up that easily... and seriously i wun... =)
n real enuf, it does... n i m feeling much better now... did some wrk after the pills all e way till now... guess its time 2 catch abit of slp...
wrk's tough.. nv believe in office politics... dun wan b involve at all.. dis juz me...
i wish that i can finish work earlier tm so that i can go grandma house...
one fine night at 1230am, when i'm stil in e office...
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i noe u dun mean it.. cuz most probably u wil b fast aslp.. but stil, thnx 4 tt tot... esp when wrk's gettin tough...
For 2007,
i wish 4 a smoother career..
i wish for the courage to accept new things & to let go of things i cant control
i wish for a stronger tolerance for mistakes of mine & even others...
i wish for more time to be with my closest FAMILY & FRIENDS...
i wish for my Driving License... ;)
i wish for best of health for everyone dear esp my parents & grandparents...
i wish that for a long holiday by the sunny beach & the laughters of everyone ard...
i want save enough money to go back to school the following year...
i want more joys, laughters and courage...
i want to quit fears, laziness and cig...
i want to lose more weight, not to only look better but oso to be healthier...
with that, l want to put behind all e unhappy past, n move forward 2 a Better year...
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For 2006,
i wan to thank my old friends who had been there 4 me all along,
thanks RON , 4 al e times u listens, al e times u shared my ups n downs... n al e times u sing along w me cuz i cant sing.. n al e wonderful smses of reminding me that i wil awiz hv u ard...
thanks BESt friend , 4 al e early morning smses... 4 al e encouragem that pushes me this far thru
this 3yrs... 4 al e immediate responses to all my joys n even tears... n 4 al e things u willingly share w me...thanks EVONNE, for being one of my best "sister" al e 3 ys in sch... being the one who awiz provide cranky ideas 2 solve my probs... n 4 al e confidence in me...
thanks NANA, for al e times we spent shopping, eating & doing nothing... for al the times u booked the eyebrow trimmin sessions... n 4 al e time u willingly wait 4 me even when i m real late...
thanks GorGor, for al e times u bring me ard KL w/o a single trace of complains...al e hospitality whenever i drop by KL... appreciate that alot alot... sincerely...
I wan to thank all the new people i had met in 2006...
thanks Kat, for allowing me to be part of ID Dept, even when my portfolio wasnt impressive at all... u made lots of my dream came thru...
thanks KhaiLoong, for helping me thru al the times at wrk even tho' u grumble, u teach me alot n seriously, i wont be here without you....
thanks Andrew, for being there to share my ups n downs at wrk... n for helping me here n there and thanks 4 al e answers for my 'stupid' qns....
thanks Dennis, for all e coffee-filled mornings, and the kindness 2 fetch me ard at times....
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i wan to thank my dearest BAO who had been with me through al my thick & thin for the past 3yrs n 9mths... i know u hate it when i grumble abt sch o wrk, i know u dun like it when i get 2 busy & stressed up... but i also know that even when u dun listen, when u 'so-called' dun care, u still stood by me... u gave me another reason to wrk hard for... another reason to be a better person...
& i seriously needa thank everyone at home who had been so patient with me all the times, not to mention al the care & concern frm everyone at hm.. i learnt to treasure al the family gatherings more than anything in the world... n learnt that loving my FAMILY shud b something that is at my highest priority.... i LOVE u all... each n every at hm....
he's Real CUTE...
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long week end's over.... n cant wait 4 e up-coming chinese new year... another month to go... sigh... long way.... been tinkin alot abt my job recently, i dun dislike my job.. juz e wrking hours... dun wan 2 gv up but why do i dread going to wrk al e time.... shud i look 4 somethin else... somethin tt wil makes me wan 2 jump out of bed n rush over to in the morning... sadly, i'd been craving for a life as a housewife... dis tot been lingering since i duno when... simply lost.... kinda embarassed by this unglam dream of mine...
HAPPY YEAR 2007