somehow i tink u sounded weird when u start talking about the past, asking weird qns like wad did i fell for in u... qns like will i choose u again if i hv another chance... u told me u were tokin 2 her abt dis e other day.. no.. not tt i'm gettin paranoid or unhappy abt u tokin 2 her.. i mean, we all know that nothing can beat a guy's 1st love.. n no.. i'm not comparing, i mean its alr e past...
wad puzzles me was the fact that u asked me all these questions out of the blue...? n to add on, u said u like to feel girls falling for you... somehow these few sentences kinda linked to an alarm.. simply i dun understan y there's still tots like this hovering over u.. so wad if i tel u y did i fell 4 u? will u use that same strategy or method on others? so wad if she told u wad she liked abt u? will u use that same 'charm' to attract more?
u noe the part that i had awiz complained abt u being insensitive to my feelings? when will u stop n try 2 picture hw wil i feel before u do anything? i tot u said u were mature n all.. but juz tinking abt yourself n not even worrying that u might hurt any others ard u sounds like one of e most childish behaviour ever... to put in blunt frank, if u wan 2b a player in this field, pls let me get out of here... i'd b ashamed to tell anyone u were once someone that close...
urgh.. but well.. nevermind, i'll shut up... dun give me a chance 2 make any more noises...
Sometimes i think i actually live in e clouds
I hv e most enchanting garden in my heart..
I'll rather stay in my own utopia..
I'm aint no big fan of reality..
I love to piss people off in the most delicate way.
I love to see that fuming expressions on their faces
I love the sight of challenges
I love the way I fight on to the end..
If you know what I mean..
I hate fears
I hate tears
I hate darkness
I hate noises
(& that includes all NAGGINGs)
I want a good rest.
I want a good reward after all hardwork.
(& I mean it, cuz I know I deserve it.)