sisters outing...
went out 2 look 4 xue's prom dress...
(weird thing... i didnt take any pic of her in the new prom dress she bought.. haha)
u noe this thingy call friendster... i was juz gg thru my list... guess wad... i hv like 200 over friends in the list... pages n pages of them.. but majority r pp whom i almost nv talk to these days.. and funny enough, there's even pp whom i cant rem where n when i met them.. yet they r in my lists...
narh... i wonder y would ayone create sucha thing on web.. wads e whole purpose... hmm... show off ur good looking friends? lonely man hunt 4 pretty gals?
eeks... e thought of that digust me to the fullest... the part where guys hunt 4 gals... n who knows, one of those disgusting old man might be having his time of the life mast****ting to your picture which you had posted somewhere in e web...
bf says all man r like that... they go drinking in nightclubs filled with china gals behind their gfs/wives back... without a tiny bit of guilt, and worse still they even hve the guts to declare that this e way real man live their life... wad nonsense...
call me naive if you have to, i'm still dreaming of someone who will set his eyes on me and only me.. i'm not pretty la, so if you cant stand having sore eyes, f*ck off... i wun die on the streets without you...
i'm keepin my very cool with wadever happened the past mth betwn me n bf.. as stubborn as i always am, i'm still trying 2 drill my thoughts n beliefs into that tiny head of his..
just let it be... life still goes on with or without man...
altho' i still dun quite understand wads so special abt CHINA made woman... merely cuz they cheaper?
the song tt made my day... =) i'm not in e super-in-love mood la... but its a nice song... juz made me feel loved... haha... crazy day 4 me yet again...
I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's ironic to be back in the game.
You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...
And I want to tell you, you control my rain..
And you should know that you are life in my veins.
You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you... I
can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's erotic to be back in the game.
Leona asked me hw's wrk... what else my dear... what's new... i answered... yarrr... what's new... only comfort is tt i'm gg Milan next Apr... but.. yah.. its just... yar, i'm gg milan... its juz milan..
realize that the gal holding onto u..
is PERFECT in their own special way.
The way she laughs.. The way she sleeps.. The way she loves you.. The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that, she can always walk away and up, getting someone else who can love her more. For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for you.
There might also be someone out there.. who is WILLING TO LOVE HER MORE THAN YOU are loving her now, fufill her every need and love her as much as sheloves you.
Understand that. Gals have a huge guilty concience....
imagine this, guys.
When you are HOLDING HER TODAY...and then you CHEAT on her by hugging and kissing another gal, and then you RUN BACK to her... and u do the SAME....
YOU SEE THE LOVE IN HER EYES ...
*WHAT DO YOU THINK ?*
*DO YOU FEEL HURT ?*
*CAN YOU FEEL GUILTY ?*
she loves you not because you are handsome, have money, buy her things, make her parents happy, or that you have a car or bike. It's because.. she loves you.... n FOR YOU. she loves the way you laugh, the way you sleep, the way you hug and hold her, make every little bad thing go away. That's why she loves you.
Always remember that. There might be another guy... WHO WANTS TO HAVE WHAT YOU HAVE, So dun let relationships run wrong. You might NEVER have another chance with thatgal.
Dun regret when you lost a gem..
saw this in a fren's page... feels so true... gals 4 in luv juz cuz they fall... y its not the same 4 guys..
merely met them yesterday juz saw them den the e quarrel starts...
i miss e times when we fall in love juz cuz we'r falling... n the times when we spend hours n hours lying beside each other ignorant to the passing time...
now, though as reluctant as i can be, i'm at this stage of life whereby falling in love is not as simple as what i used to think it is anymore... falling in love with u is much easier than having to plan the rest of my life with u... i guess the thought of having to spend forever with this person, any one persons, frightens me to the bits..
i start to get observant, and so critical that i wan to strike off every little bad habit of his juz simply cuz i dun wan my kids to behave like this in the future... somehow i think i'm getting hysterical... but as funny as it sounds, i'm not planning to get married yet... its at least another 3yrs...
工作压力大。。
对身旁的人发了点小脾气。。
特意冲了个冷水澡。。
舒缓下压力
减轻点脾气。。
Sometimes i think i actually live in e clouds
I hv e most enchanting garden in my heart..
I'll rather stay in my own utopia..
I'm aint no big fan of reality..
I love to piss people off in the most delicate way.
I love to see that fuming expressions on their faces
I love the sight of challenges
I love the way I fight on to the end..
If you know what I mean..
I hate fears
I hate tears
I hate darkness
I hate noises
(& that includes all NAGGINGs)
I want a good rest.
I want a good reward after all hardwork.
(& I mean it, cuz I know I deserve it.)