things that are mine belongs to all of u.. n all of u demanded for free access to them..
things that are yours, i never wanted to touch them at all... i dont see why u all need to hide n defend it so badly...
i never really did ask anything these few years... but pls... we are a family aren't we... although i dont feel it these days.. but we're and with that fact, i simply have to keep my cool and pretend that nothing's wrong...
this is not the 1st time and i m sure this wont be the last... if all of u needed me to be out of this place, no worries, i am trying very hard to anyway...
disheartened is the word...
突然痛得疯,坐在一边发起呆来。。 难得一个星期的休息,却在疼痛中度过。。 难免会埋怨不公平吧。。 一整天待在家里吃药睡觉,心里还不停地挣扎,好像回公司,但面对那些没人性的高职位笨蛋,还是会有小小的不服吧。。 算了,就算发呆也好,痛者睡着也好,就好好珍惜这几天吧。。
i feel like a hamster... cheeks so swollen..
literally living off painkillers...
今天差点昏倒在牙医的手术台上,只不过是拔一颗牙,需要他把吃奶的里也搬出来用吗。。 夸张。。 还很痛,连嘴角都流了血。。 与其不停地喊痛,倒不如安慰自己,至少我还活着从那个房间走出来, 至少没有血流不止。。 说真的啦,从来都没觉得牙医有那么可怕过。。 还在考虑换个牙医拆线。。
Sometimes i think i actually live in e clouds
I hv e most enchanting garden in my heart..
I'll rather stay in my own utopia..
I'm aint no big fan of reality..
I love to piss people off in the most delicate way.
I love to see that fuming expressions on their faces
I love the sight of challenges
I love the way I fight on to the end..
If you know what I mean..
I hate fears
I hate tears
I hate darkness
I hate noises
(& that includes all NAGGINGs)
I want a good rest.
I want a good reward after all hardwork.
(& I mean it, cuz I know I deserve it.)